Welcome to my digital writing journal, or mydigitalclutter. What started as a family blog almost two years ago has morphed into my writing therapy. This is where I do a lot of free writing, mostly about my life with my family and the things that catch my interest. While nowhere even close to perfect, in each post I like to see how my writing is changing with time and practice. Most posts are left unedited for this reason, so if you don't mind, take the journey with me.
Monday, September 20, 2010
This past Wednesday was the final straw. Along with the youth group in my church, we walked/ran a 5K for one of our weeknight activities. The weather was superb. It was nice and cool, the sun just starting its decent, illuminating the mountains in golden hues. Everyone was laughing, having a superb time. I on the other hand, was at the tail end of the pack, hobbling along, in my shoes, with a numb right foot. I finally gave up at mile 1.5, and headed back to the church to finish up the day. It was rather upsetting that so many of the ‘kids’ were able to leave me in the dust, even my very own children with shorter legs than I have.
On Saturday, Dan and I went to a running store and I was fit with new shoes. I had to walk barefoot, so the salesperson could observe my natural gait, and then shoe after shoe was tried, until I have a pair that met my needs. Apparently, I need a lot of support. The thing that really shocked me from my experience was the fact I had been wearing the wrong size of running shoes all my life, really, 1 ½ sizes too small. No wonder my right foot was going numb.
According to the shoe expert, our feet swell and spread when we walk and run. That really shouldn’t surprise me. As my feet were expanding whilst on the treadmill, the nerves in my feet didn’t have anywhere to expand, hence the numb feeling. After being fitted with the appropriate shoe, it was like walking on air.
I went to the gym this morning and walked a quick two miles on the treadmill. What a difference my equipment made! It was a drastic difference than my workouts in the past. It was actually enjoyable as I felt the stability of good support, and it made the ‘chore’ all that more bearable.
Of course I have to draw some sort of analogy to my writing! I have an amazing husband who supports a wild dream I have to write. I have people who constantly check in on my progress, and don’t seem to mind when I tell them I am no where closer to a completed story than I was the last time they asked. I have a lot of support. Much like my new shoes, I am one who needs a lot of support here.
Now for a stretch, but I am going to try to get it to come together, I hope. For a long time, I’ve been wearing shoes that were too small for my feet. Am I doing the same thing to myself in writing? Is the story I want to tell something that is making me numb because it isn’t coming together the way I’d like? Or is it that I need to find the right ‘fit’ of my characters in order for writing to be an enjoyable experience? I’m not sure yet, but I’ll let you know when I find out. Of course, if my cute husband reads this, I can say I just need better equipment, you know, a new computer….Um, not sure he’d buy that one. :)
Thanks to Google for the image of the Saucony shoe!